Crush(ed!)

Twenty minutes before an interview, she chats away to a very nervous guy sitting next to her. Somebody looks at her for the first time and has no particular feeling about it. He talks to her and notices something about her. She is not the kind that he is used to.
She is barely five feet tall, and carries a cross bag that's almost as long as her. She gives a smile as if she's known you for a hundred years, it almost makes him feel special. He looks at her as she chats away, and he notices something more. This girl is damn smart. She can make the most droning convos sound like a Rihanna song, remixed with extra paparazzi and double the emotion. He could listen to her all day and not get tired. She's cute, almost cuddly and now, he has a problem. He likes her, and he can't let go. He can't figure how he could've fallen for her. Maybe it's the way she carries herself, or maybe it's her tomboy attitude. Maybe it's the way she makes him smile, or maybe it's just that when she's around, he doesn't feel the need for anyone else.
His problem had a simple solution, but simplicity had never knocked at his door before. And it wasn't coming now. She had never thought about it like that. Think now!, he almost said to her. Because for a very long time, that's the only thing he had thought.

Happy Right Now

Take a deep breath right now, and close your mind. Stop thinking. Stop thinking about the bad that happened yesterday, or the good that you're looking forward to. And feel yourself in this particular moment, not dependent on any other, just this moment, just you. Feel at home.
Just how many times do we define our 'today' by the after effects of 'yesterday' or the nervousness of 'tomorrow'. It is reflexive, we (atleast I) are constantly judging whether we are happy or not and the judgement is based on the premises of what was or will be. The continuity is everlasting, if you can't be happy now, you will carry this gloom into the next moment and into your own future.
I am no philosopher, but I can say this, if you want to be happy tomorrow, just dwell in the riches of the present and be happy right now.

I don't want them in my life, any of them.
Just Fuck Off.