Allah ke bande has de, jo bhi ho kal fir ayega...
God does this to me because he thinks it'll make me stronger, because he thinks I can take it better than most. The funny thing is, I can.
You can make a brave face in front of everyone, the smile is always there for the showing, the careful shrug of the shoulders to show how you didn't care. But it's yourself that you cannot fake or pretend in front of. It's in front of yourself that you're powerless because there's no place to hide, not in front of your own eyes. You can give 'reasons' to others, but your self knows the naked truth and that is what hurts the most. Being alone in times like these is not easy, it's frightening to say the least. It's all inside you, every boil of frustration and there's only one person to take it out on. Yourself.
