Life gives you these lows when you least expect them. There seems to be nothing wrong about the way things are going, and yet everything about life seems wrong. There's this heaviness you can't let go of, as if something within you stops you from behaving the way you want to, stops you from laughing out loudly, from doing things cheerfully and enjoying them. I need a break and I can't have one. Everything seems to have halted. I'm waiting for a little something to bring me back on track, to get me moving again, a little something that could actually make me smile. *makes a wish