I've got a maths book open in front of me as I write this. I have no idea why I switched on my laptop, and I have no idea what to put down. It's sessionals again, and no, even after two years in college, I haven't gotten used to them. That's understandable, since it's been fifteen years and I still haven't got used to studying. College's been hectic as usual but the only thing worrying me right now is that it's been quite a time since I had a crush on anyone. I don't normally have these lows when there isn't anyone whose 'cuteness' I could acknowledge or whom I could think about.