This is something I haven't given much thought to, having always been comfortable with my set of friends, and my share of the usual jokes and the fun. But it's suddenly become very apparent and I can't help but wonder where I'm headed. People don't remain the same once they commit to someone, something I learned the hard way with most of my friends. And now if I look around me, majority of the people I call my closest friends are either committed or on the verge of being and it's getting scarier by the day. It's bad enough not being high enough on your best friends' priority list, even worse when you know that you're dependent on them because you yourself can't find a girl 'worthy' enough to hang out with. And that's the whole point. I just can't get myself to hang around with someone just for the sake of it and the perfect girl I keep hoping for just doesn't seem to turn up. It's like I might lose the good girls I know if I keep waiting for the perfect someone, who doesn't exactly exist.