1. The semester is over, and this is such a relief. No more projects, no more assignments.

2. The end sems are upon me, and I have not a shred of doubt that I'll perform very badly in them. 

3. There are people very important to me, people who won't be there in a few days from now, and I want to make the most of these last few days.

I don't get emotionally attached with people easily and this feeling has come to haunt me when I least expected it too. I won't have spared a thought for some of them a year ago, and yet they are so important now. It pains to see them go. It pains me to think about the next semester, so uselessly empty without their presence. These are the last times I'll ever get to spend with them, and yet I'm not so sure I want to. Spending time brings us even more close all the time, and that would make it even harder for me to let them go, when they finally have to. It's like being torn between what you want and what is the higher purpose. This sucks man. This so so sucks.